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I am speaking out to share what I experienced at the hands of a VCL player, @/Helas_fr playing for @/OneMore_esports
On the night of December 27 to 28, 2025, he wanted to have sexual contact with me, and I categorically refused, especially since I was extremely tired (diagnosed with long COVID causing chronic fatigue; on top of that, I have ADHD and ASD, which means I can fall asleep in under 3 minutes). And I repeat: he was aware of all of this.
I then woke up because he performed a sexual act on me without my consent.
This act constitutes rape.
He was also aware that I had already experienced a sexual assault in the past, and chose to act despite this.
After the incident, he spent about two hours apologizing, then continued to send me messages expressing regret for his actions. These apologies do not change the trauma I suffered.
Subsequently, I learned that he had asked the CEO of my team to have me removed from it if I spoke publicly about the rape I suffered. This action is part of a context of pressure and an attempt to discourage me from speaking out.
This event deeply shocked and affected me. I felt fear, confusion, and a complete loss of trust. These traumas do not simply disappear.
This is very private and extremely difficult for me to talk about, but I am doing it to testify and to protect others.
A complaint has been filed with the police, and all evidence has been submitted to the relevant authorities.
Several of his friends were aware of what happened and continue to support him while remaining silent.
I am attaching below evidence (screenshots of conversations, exchanges) that support my testimony.
I am speaking out today for myself, but also to prevent this from happening to others. Silence protects abusers, not victims.
Thank you for respecting my voice and my experience.
This screenshot shows an Instagram conversation where Saleh (username "Helas") writes to my sister about the situation. He admits to having told me everything as soon as I woke up, acknowledges that the situation is "horrible," and mentions that I initially believed him before retracting.